A guy who makes dirty jokes on the phone with his girlfriend, publicly so that the whole world would know that he owns the girl...

And the girl who just loves to put lovely pictures on the blog, just to let the whole world know that she loves the man..

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Is there anything wrong with that? While I'm here all alone and everything is against me, all I can think about is you... Having spare time and the special one's not here... I just thought that it would be fun for me to create a blog about our love, and I started to love it, to get so addicted to it even though for heaven's sake, I don't know why my computer is so against with the idea. It hangs every now and then, and just one simple picture can take ages to upload. And I'm not sure why I didn't find it tedious, or rather annoying. I tried harder everytime I fail instead. I half want to keep this blog to myself, half want to let you know about it, and secretly I hope you would be happy to see it...

But why your reaction is so different? I often share things I love to my close ones, especially to my younger sis. There are times when she's not interested, she just brushes off the topic by saying it's nice or good idea or whatever it is, because she knows it what I want or expect to hear. You can say I'm pathetic, but I know, people are all different and of course obvious I can't force people to like the same things like I do. And all I want is just a positive acknowledgment from you...

That's why I don't understand why you say like that. It's far from what I've ever expected. You asked me whether I'm crazy, that the blog looks like of those who looking for one night stand...

I felt hurt, felt rejected and disappointed. What's wrong with the picture, I wonder. He who holds the key can unlock my heart. The key is right beside the lock, what's is there to look for? What's the whole thing of me posting on this blog to look for a key/ lover about? I really don't understand at all.. And all you can say is sorry for being so direct. Was that a joke? Because even it was, it definitely wasn't funny at all. And then you went round and round with explanations... For what??

Asking me to take care of myself, and I now I feel so sick all over again..

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Now you should know whom the blog is for already right? Or does it still look like I'm looking for a one night stand?

Unimaginable...